being sold down.....

In life there are people who care and there are people who just care about themselves. They become so selfish. Then it turns into paranoia and thus what comes next is a red haze of jealousy, distrust and a scintilla of madness. Whence said emotions are felt, their own shameless vices are thoroughly disregarded. Then comes the baseless accusations, mortifying theories which compel even the most schizophrenia suffering people of this age. I don't know if it is the current scheme of things but accusing another of their own vices seem to be a cancer which rages on and turns the sane to insane. Such displays of shameless vices or infidelity gives birth to guilt, which is a monster, blood thirsty, angry, deranged... just waiting to be sated by the ever ready mental torture which is guilt. When guilt rushes into their veins, self redemption is as swift in coming as the ripple of water kissed by a breeze. These individuals find someone, usually close to them, and make them rag dolls, punching bags, as if every blow they deliver erases every inch of guilt that is splattered across their conciseness. I called this being sold down because its the same feeling, whats worse if you were totally innocent yet still treated as filth, wait filth is putting it mildly, crap. yes crap. It tears yo cell from cell. limb from limb, it even tears apart your soul.